i stand alone

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 01:24:24 GMT

I've kissed someone....

[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] chest
[x] stomach
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[ ] in the basement
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x] of the same sex.
[x] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[x] with brown hair.
[x] with curly hair.
[x] with blonde hair and blue eyes.
[x] with straight hair.
[x] shorter than me.
[x] with a lip ring.
[x]with a tounge ring.
[x] who you truly love/loved
[x] who was drunk.
[x] while you were drunk
[x] taller than me
[x] who was high.
[x] in the morning.
[x] right after waking up.
[x] just before bed.
[x] late at night.
[x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
[x] who was going out with someone else.
[x] on a bed.
[x] on a luv sac
[ ] two people at the same time
[x] right after you've kissed somebody else
[ ] in a graveyard.
[x] at school.
[x] against a wall.
[x] at a show.
[x] at the beach.
[x] in a pool
[x] who was/is a good friend.
[x] in the rain
[ ] with an std.
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[ ] on a plane.
[x] in the movies.
[x] in a bathroom.
[x] in the dark
[x] on a roof top
[ ] under water
[ ] while you/they were driving
[x] who was a complete stranger
[ ] at the old folks home
[x] at the park
[x] in a shower
[x] while people were watching
[ ] when you had food in your mouth

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 01:11:33 GMT

1. I ___ amanda

2. I want to ___ amanda

3. amanda is ___.

4. amanda and I ___.

5. If I was alone in a room with amanda ___.

6. I wish amanda ___.

7. amanda should ___.

8. amanda reminds me ___.

9. If amanda was an animal, she would be a ___.

10. One day, amanda & I ___.

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 04:36:49 GMT

~i havent updated in like a billion years....but not much has happened. i had a cast for like a month and a half and i got off. (yay!!!!) and it smelled like ass. and i cut all of my hair off and dyed it black and it looks reeli cute. i made it on the basket ball team with one arm lol....(even tho i suck horribly)....and im going out with this girl on the team. and shes pretty awesome. the best movie of all time is mr and mrs smith!!!! cuz angelina jolie is fucking gorgeous!!!!! thats my wife lol. yup im pretty much just saying random crap that is going through my head. i went to the beach and i got sunburned :(. and me and my friend were making a sandcastle and this mexican guy comes up to us and just starts helping us make our sand castle...it was hilarious lol. and she named my vagina frank.....i dont no y its a guys name, but it is. i dropped my cell phone in the toilet a couple weeks ago, but it still works. (thank god) hmm.......I MISS CRYSTAL!!!!!!!!! im going to 6 flags on tuesday!!!! im excited cuz i havent been there in a while. did u no that 28 days later and dawn of the dead are like basically the same movie??? ~

Wed, 11 May 2005 03:49:55 GMT

WOULD U?
go out with me?
give me your number?
kiss me?
watch a movie with me?
let me take you out to dinner?
let me drive you somewhere
take a shower with me?
be my bf/gf?
let me buy you a drink?
take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
re-post this for me to answer your questions?
Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
let me make you breakfast?
tickle me to death?
let me tickle you?
stick up for me if i was being put down?
carress my body?
say yes if i asked you out?
get wasted with me?
instant message me?
greet me in public?
hang out with me?
bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
think im cute?
think im hot?
want to kiss me?
want to cuddle wit me?
want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
aquaintances?
friends?
in a relationship?
gonna have kids?

AM i...
smart?
cute?
funny?
cool?
lovable?
adorable?
compassionate?
annoying?
great to be with?
attractive?
mean?
odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
thought about me?
thought there might be an "us"?
thought about hookin up with me?
found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
wished i were there?
grabbed me?
had a crush on me?
idolized me?
wanted my number?
had a dream about me?
been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
done with this survey?
happy you know me?
mad at me?
thinkin bout me?

Mon, 09 May 2005 03:38:31 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Mon, 09 May 2005 03:17:29 GMT

ok well i havent updated in like a billion years. ya my life hasnt been too interesting. i gaged my cartilage and it hurts and it looks reeli gross. ya well fri was kool cuzi went to the mall with katrina and i havent seen that girl in forever. and then sat i went to cori's and it was kool cuz we watched dawn of the dead and that movie is reeli funny. but ya thats how my weekend went. blah............

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 00:19:41 GMT

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 23:23:49 GMT

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.

i stole this from adam pants...........

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 02:30:54 GMT

Answer this for Me!!!
1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. ...with tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11.Would you walk on the beach with me?

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

13. Do you/have you talk shit about me?

14. Do you think I'm a good person?

15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

17.Do you think I'm hot?

18. If you could change anything about me -would you?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

22) Do you think im easy?

23) Do you think im smart?

24) Will you repost this to see what others think about you?

today....

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 02:55:41 GMT

i went to samar's house. and stupid her got the zipper on her jacket stuck and i had to fix it but thats ok cuz im a kool gf lol. god i swear its like shes ten.....and then serene put chocolate on our faces. but ya ya it was kool. um she has ree,i bright ornage shoe laces and u can c them from like 10 miles away lol. ya i have a hole in the crotch of my pants.......toodles!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 01:34:45 GMT

~IM REALLY BORED. NOTHING MUCH HAS BEEN HAPPENING, ON FRIDAY...I WENT TO SAMAR'S HOUSE AND THEN ON SATURDAY I WENT TO HER SOFTBALL GAME THAT SHE COULDNT PLAY IN CUZ SHES A STUPID CRIPPLE. LOL. THEN I WENT TO HER HOUSE, THEN I WENT OT THE MALL WITH HER. GEEZ IT SEEMS LIKE ALL I DO IS SPEND TIME WITH HER.....AND GUESS WHAT...IM GOIGN TO C HER TOMORROW! I HATE HER AND I HOPE SHE DIES!!!! LOL JK. ~

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 04:28:18 GMT

HA HA SAMARS A CRIPPLE!!!!!! LOL :)

answer this or else..............

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 03:19:46 GMT

[ What Would You do if ]

I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I died:

[ What Do You Think Of My ]

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Smile:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

[ Would You ]

Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Run away with me:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Cry over me:
Love me:
Have sex with me:
Marry me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Beat me up:

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 23:20:51 GMT

Put an x in front of the things that apply to you.
have you...
(x) smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
() crashed a friend's car
() stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
() been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
() been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
()had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
() slept with a co-worker
() seen someone die
(x)had a crush on one of your friends
() been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
() seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
() thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
() been snowboarding
() met someone in person from the internet
() been moshing at a concert
() been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
() used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
() been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
() run a red light
() been suspended from school
() been in a car accident
() had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
() been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls when you were younger
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
() been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
() made a bonfire on the beach
() crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
() humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in public
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
() got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more then 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week
() pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
() are scared to watch scary movies
() believe in ghosts
() have more then 30 pairs of shoes
() worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what ohers say
(x) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
(x) been told your beautiful by a complete stranger
() broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
() laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
() have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someones name?
(x) slept naked
() French braided someone's hair?
() grown a beard... i hope not

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 05:50:58 GMT

WOW MY MOM FOUND OUT ABOUT EVERYTHIHNG.....SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT DANA AND SAMAR....SHE FOUND OUT I BEEN DITCHING SCHOOL...SHE SEARCHED MY ROOM AND FOUND A LOT OF THINGS SHE DINT WANT TO FIND AND NOW IM GROUNDED FOR LIKE EVER. :( SHE DID IT WHILE I WAS AT DISNEYLAND, WHICH WAS AWESOME BY THE WAY, BUT IM SAD I MISSED SAMAR'S PARTY. BUT JNOW IM STUCK AT HOME AND SHE WANTS TO TAKE ME TO A COUNSLER CUZ SHE THINKS THAT IM CRAZY. lol. MY DISHWASHER WENT CRAZY AND ALL THESE BUBBLES STARTED COMING OUT OF IT LOL. YA I MISS EVERYONE A LOT. :(

bored.....

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:48:35 GMT

WITHIN THE TIME YOU'VE KNOWN ME.......DO YOU THINK IVE CHANGED IN ANY WAY?

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 04:07:11 GMT

today was pretty boring...as usual...i think the best part about today was i spent about the last 4 hours with samar. she just left my house. and now im eating pizza. ya kelsey cut my hair....i m bald now!!!! jk she cut like 3 inches off n i have bangs...it looks ok. ya and then dana called me n told me she was watching me and that was kind of odd....but ya i shud go do my hw

HAPPY B-DAY CASSIE!!!!

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 04:26:40 GMT

WELL I HAVENT UPDATED CUZ IVE BEEN ON LOCKDOWN AND YA ITS BEEN HORRIBLE. I CANT USE THE PHONE SO I HAVE TO LIKE BUST A MISSION TO CALL PPL CUZ SHE TOOK MY CELL PHONE N GOT THE NUMBER CHANGED. AND SHES TAKING ME TO GET DRUG TESTED I THINK SO I DUNO HOW THATS GONA TURN OUT. AND YA TODAY WAS BORING AS ALWAYS......CASSIE KISSED MY ASS LOL. AND TOMORROW KELSO IS GONA CUT MY HAIR IN THE BATHROOM AT LUNCH N SHE BETTER NOT SCREW UP. AND DANA IF U READ THIS I DINT WRITE ANY STUPID SHIT ON UR LJ. YA WELL THIS WEEKEND I WALKED ALL THE WAY TO THE MALL AND BACK FROM MY HOUSE TO SEE STUPID SHORT LIL SAMAR FOR LIKE AN HOUR.....JK I HAD A GREAT TIME LOL. YA BUT MY LIFE IS BORING SO THERES NUTTIN TO TALK ABOUT.......TOODLES

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 04:22:01 GMT

ya i got caught ditching n im grounded. :( and like ya ani came over today and i taught her how to play 7 nation army and come as you are on the guitar...she doesn't suck too bad lol. and like ya we were walking and i tried pushing her into the street and i was chasing her with a shopping cart. wow dana called me last night out of nowhere...it was funny cuz like 2 days before she called me a lying cheating slut. lol. but ya my mom came home n shes gona kick my ass for being online....toodles

the past two days.....

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 23:14:46 GMT

ok ya well yesterday guess who i saw.....samar lol. ive seen her 3 days in a row...ew jk. lol.ya when we got in the car to go to her house i was like hurry up before my mom comes, then my mom pulls up behind us n i was like o shit just drive lol. but ya me n ani went to her house n then our rife left us there..and then cori showed up and we had a lot of fun. well at least i did. then i got home like right before 8 and my mom told me i was grounded. then ya today was kinda boring.....i ditched 5th....and during lunch i pantsed this guy named juan and i accidently pulled his boxers off too.....and ya it was hilarious. and im failing geometry.......it sucks. but then i dint end up going to 6th either cuz brittany told her dad my brother was in the hospitol and that i had to go home so he took me home lol. but ya im really hungry cuz im a pig so ima go....toodles...

la la la...

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 03:02:44 GMT

YA I JUST GOT HOME.....MY FRIEND PICKED ME UP N THEN WE DROVE LIKE ALL OVER N WE WENT TO THE MOUNTAINS AND IT LOOKED OUT OVER EVERYTHING...IT WAS REELI PRETTY. AND WE CRASHED INTO ANOTHER CAR CUZ HE WAS BEING A DUMBASS AND DRIVING REELI FAST, BUT THE CARS OK LOL. THEN WE WENT TO SEE SAMAR (YAY!!!) LOL. AND YA I TALKED TO HER AND IT TURNS OUT SHE WUDNT TOTALLY HATE ME IF I DINT GO TO HER PARTY...BUT I WANA MAKE IT UP TO HER.....WHAT SHUD I DO FOR HER FOR HER BIRTHDAY???? CUZ LIKE THE GIRL THAT IM GOING TO DISNEYLAND WITH TOLD ME SHE WUDNT HANG OUT WITH ME IF I DINT GO WITH HER :( WELL YA YESTERDAY SHE CALLED ME N WOKE ME UP AT 8:00....THEN HEATHERS SISTER PICKED ME UP N WE WENT TO SAMARS SOFTBALL GAME AND THAT WAS PRETTY KOOL....THEN AFTER THAT WE WENT TO CORI'S HOUSE AND WE WATCHED SAW BLAH BLAH BLAH WE WENT TO THE PARK AND WE WERE TRYING TO SEE WHO CUD JUMP THE FARTHEST OFF THE SWINGS. WE WALKED A LOT N THAT SUCKS CUZ IM HELLA LAZY LOL. YA SATURDAY I WENT TO THE COBALT.....THERE WAS SO MANY PPL THERE IT WAS A GOOD SHOW, THEN GOT PICKED UP DROVE AROUND....BLAH BLAH BLAH LOL.

*WHAT SHUD I DO FOR SAMAR FOR HER BIRTHDAY???*

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 21:06:07 GMT

~ok well ya darla ended up coming to pick me up n taking me to the mall nd we met up with ani. then we were just being stupid and remembering the good old times. then eloy n rany n celcius showed up n i was crazy just all of us hanging out n being stupid...i had like 2 coffees so i was all hyper. and i got stuck in a dryer in sears, cuz i wanted to c if i wud fit n then darla left me in there lol. and then samar came for like 3 seconds (and yes i like what you got me and i swear i will never ever lose it!) then like ya i spent the night at darlas and this morning we pierced my cartilage and it was bleeding it was gross. then after that i passed out and i woke up on her floor lol. and ya eloys gona let me drive his car today. i hope i dont crash it cuz that ud suck lol. hey wut shud i do? i old samar i wud go to her 16th birthday party and i told her that like 2 weeks ago, but then a couple days ago i told my friend id go to disneyland with her on the same day and now i dont know who to go with...what shud i do?~

bored!

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 02:48:29 GMT

ya today is gona be boring. i was supposed to go to the mall but i dont think im going cuz ya i dont have a ride....i wana c samar but her stupid ass had to get grounded. lol. and janessa told me she hopes i die so im not in the greatest mood lol. ok well change of plans im going to the mall......toodles!

first journal entry......

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 04:49:05 GMT

YA THIS IS MY FIRST JOURNAL ENTRY AND SO FAR EVERYTHING SUCKS. I THINK LIKE EVERYONE IS PISSED AT ME BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING WRONG. W/E ANYWAYS.....YA STUFF IS PRETTY BORING.

*i stand alone*